Monday, September 5, 2011

Confession: Gotta Wake Up ♥

Too Much On My Mind...
"& Everything I Went Through Was Beautiful"

My life has been...a lot...as of lately. However, I won't complain. When I think it through I am infinitely blessed & keenly aware that no one touches this earth without struggle. I pray. I live. I hope that I quickly embrace who I need to become. Thanking God for my spirit of discernment. Thank you God. Thanking God for accountability. Thank you God. Thanking God for second chances. I am grateful & humbled. Thank you God. Yesterday, I decided to re-commit myself to my happiness. As I grow older, I realize joy is more important to me than it's ever been. I'm not sure when I lost "it" & that actually doesn't matter to me as much as actively acquiring it again. These days I've been yearning to sleep & just wake up to something...beautiful. Understand? Enjoy yo. ♥




Too much on my mind
Too much on my mind
Too much on my mind
Too much on my... La la la la la la la la la

Here I am thinking again
All lost in my brain
But I know I should get up & get out of it
I gotta keep moving.
But here I am lost all up inside my brain
Can't stop thinking, reminiscing.
Can’t stop. Can’t let go.

But when I wake up,
& one day I will do it.
I have let you go,
& everything I went through was beautiful.
I have let you go,
& everything I went through was beautiful. 

Maybe I right now can’t see the forest full of trees,
so lost behind hurt.
But I’m trying everyday exponentially, 
to move forward.



Jill Scott, When I Wake Up
- Peace & Blessings, S. Elem